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 I love having a stomach ache for a week and doing bad in a fucking foreign language class.

im so over school

i really want to go to lollapalooza

girl talk
brand new
mates of state
devotchka
kanye
a bunch of other nice music to listen to.

awhile ago i had a dream that i was at a horse derby. i dont know which one, but i know that it was definately a horse race. the stadium was decked out with american flag ribbon things and the tracks were of dust and mud. in the crowd President Bush and his family were cheering for one horse, and Bill Clinton and Hilary and their family were cheering for another. behind the stadium was a carnival. this all kind of looked like the beginning of the movie Babe when they are at the fair. well, for some reason their was only one ride and it was a huge roller coaster. Not huge as in big hills ect, but huge as in long, like a 5 minute ride. It was also a wooden coaster if that helps paint the picture. So im standing in line which is mad long. i get up to a point in line where there is a stage and George Bush and wife and Bill and Hillary are chillin' on the stage. So, i strike up a conversation with Hilary and Bill. Apparently we go way back and have been long time friends. The hop down in line with me and automatically we are pushed up to the front of the line. That was that dream.

So last night i guess we can call it a sequal. I spent the night in washington DC. it was very open and spacious unlike the city it is now and there was a colonial feel to it all. There was washington crossings park in the middle of washington dc. i guess i had my geography off quite a bit. well anyway, i had my stuff to sleep over a friends house. Turns out my friends were Bill and Hilary. I must be about their age when im dreaming or vise versa. Well, anyway their house was very small and tidy.

so maybe this is a sign? or just a couple of weird dreams..

dhjsika on a side kick

school is official tomorrow

sometimes, especially when im driving alone, i put a song on and it just gets to me. i think about all i could have been and all i have become in the past four years. its close to the end of school and although there are things like prom that i can look forward to, there are also things like graduation. it will be bitter sweet. there are so many people that i will miss and i doubt that they know it. there is always the summer to catch up on things but what about friends with jobs or vacations? Will i miss out on good times, or will they come and go? I have gotten close to a handful of new people and i realize i only have a certain time left with them. i am going to rowan, i will be close, but thats a whole different atmosphere and its hard to keep in touch.

my car is legal for driving.

i need a job, anyone know of places?! and hookupz?

does anyone know if forsell is rly having an ipal club thing?

i need clubs to consume my time, any other good ones?

new one. thanks.

There's a playground that we used to run on
The Penny Drop that broke her arm,
The monkey bars that you fell from
The swingset chain that stuck with my tongue

It's 30 below, and we're far gone
If you plant yourself here I wouldn't miss it for long
But then comes the day when you leave town
I'm back to the way I was when you weren't around

If you wanna know what that was like
I'll tell you first it was way too quiet
It rained 119 days of the year
I spent my time falling down the stairs

I know I can't tie you to a leash
But something tells me you'll go farther than Greece
And then I'll have to figure out what to do
I'm kind of afraid I'm co-dependent on you

We're freaking out that we started breaking down
Before momentum picked up
Now all these doors are locked
The trees trick you 'cause they're always standing still
But time is really racing by...
You can see it when you drive

There's a roof-top deck where we still hang out
A couple of bars where we're not allowed
The roller skates that threw you on your face
The park on the hill which is our only space

The fog is fast and it rolls right in
about at the time I struck my first fifth of gin
I don't really mean to complain too much
But this city's turning me into quite the lush

We're freaking out that we're running out of time
But to do what
Should I stop and think of that?
Is there something I could do to slow it down,
Live in a day for once
Instead of watching it sprinting by?

You're a dandelion seed,
That flies through the air
And lands randomly
And disappears.

those are just lyrics from my favorite song right now. im right next to christie. we have been sitting next to eachother throughout trainspotting & have basically only talked on IMs. we are homos.

oh i want a new sn.
rubber boots or dandelion seed?
plz help choose!